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[14September2009]
how pathetic. di kantor, tiba2 teringat masih ada modul yg blom dibikin. supaya gak lupa, mesti dicatat nih.
nah kebetulan gw ada bawa post it. yuhuu, biar gak lupa, catat ahh….
dengan semangat ngambil post it dari dlm tas. ‘yesss, akhirnya benda ini berguna juga’
celingak celinguk cari pulpen….. err…… gak ada sama sekali.
ya sudah lah, catat di notepad saja.
-_-
[23August09]
dammit i am hyperactive now. been practicing Paramore’s new song Ignorance. I noticed my brain activity switching to excited mode. i thought the song caused it, but even after i got tired of playing, my mind is still jumping around like that.
can’t find other songs that can match that pace. i kept switching from Ignorance to the hell song. Pop punk rock loud pace. Not even VE is acommodating my brain.
it’s all about BPM. not even hardcore metal rhythm is calming me down. i might even enjoy a speed metal riff now.
and then i realized something….
iced capucinno.
i had a big glass of iced capucinno like 6 hours earlier. does that make sense?
lol
i don’t usually drink coffee. but i do enjoy drinking it once in a while.
right now i’m listening to my dance music collection, just for the sake of the brainless beat and bass.
am i getting high in my OWN ROOM? to CAFFEINE? geez… pathetic. LOLLLLL
guess i’ll make use of it by working on some office work i am still stuck on. i am very wide awake right now.
btw, i’ve been wanting to write about something that has been in and out of my mind this week.
do you think it’s stupid to work on office tasks at home? am i stupid to want to work outside office hour without getting overtime?
because i’ve been told so three times already this week (three people, either implied or explicitly), making me feel like i’ve made a wrong decision.
making decision is something i’ve been training myself to do. i know i am still lacking in that. i want to be able to be more decisive.
so, when things like this happen, when i decided to work for fun, just to avoid deadline stress, by doing and thinking about office work outside office hour, i made that decision because i don’t mind. i like it. i am happy.
what is a good decision?
as long as i’m happy? am i just naive? just a big big geek maybe? or do i have no life? lollll
omg
oh my geek.
i’m not crazy about my job, but i like it enough to care about it.
PRACTICE, common sense, and curiosity
[31July09]
she’s like this one-of-a-kind, cool and sexy boots you want in a shoe store. you know they will make your feet bleed but you buy them anyway, just because they’re special
“i’m your biggest fan i’ll follow you until you love me”
downloading music softwares. gonna start experimenting. i want to be as knowledgable as i can. so that when the opportunity hit me, i can grab and jump on board.
in my mind, music definitely have a position in my life direction. one of the possible branches 
psychology, linguistics, music, computers, and still adding.
currently enjoying the thrill of learning and performing new songs. after monotonous and stagnant practice.
cooling off. i don’t want it to cool off.
oiya. cari ttg skutel ah. gila enak.
[09 July 2009]
it feels good to be healthy. i can shower in the middle of the night again. lol
been in a “flash-mode” this 5 past hours. i even shower fast.
going to the immigration office to get my picture taken for a new passport.
trying to upload a new video. it’s the third attempt. hate when it happens. waiting to 30mb or so to get uploaded, and the nfinding out that it has failed with no apparent reason.
created the new channel. just start new. whatever. i think it’ll be ‘polluted’ eventually.
rencana mendadak ke spore lebaran ini. asik2…
[08 July 2009]
gw gak bisa ngikutin jalan pikiran loe. gak ngerti deh.
kenapa loe perlu merendahkan sesuatu, seakan2 remeh dan tidak ada artinya. tanpa toleransi.
i once said that “no matter how bad i tried, i just can’t be bad”. but now that might have changed. and i hate myself for that. because i am bad ‘because’ of you. i decided to be bad to you. that made me a loser.
you hurt me. i accept, i lose.
you hurt me. i fight back, i lose.
you hurt me. i explain. you spit out the perfect argument. i banter once or twice. i lose.
you hurt me. i explain, your argument, mine, yours, mine, i might win, but i am drained. i lose.
fucked up.
what’s the meaning of winning and losing?
it’s all in the mind.
no matter what the situation is, you win if you can convince the other person that he has lost. the other way around is true. you lose if you are convinced that you are the loser. haha
so i lost no matter what.
i can so crush you everytime. i can just not tolerate. i can do the things you do. but that’s not me. i won’t allow it.
what’s the point?
maybe it’s all just a matter of expectation.
[07July2009]
i’m sorry i can’t apologize to you again. i am not going to let myself get hurt. not by you, not by me.
i don’t want to feel guilty just for something i create in my mind.
i used to give my hands to you, letting you cut it, and then feeling pain, both from the cut and also from the guilt and apology to myself.
not anymore. i will slowly walk my way out of it.
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jakarta
status: infected!
hahahaaa
banyak yang sakit akhir2 ini. Faktor utama: gw sendiri juga sakit, jadi porsi perhatian gw utk hal ini lebih banyak.
biasanya mungkin memang banyak yg sakit, tp nggak terlalu gw perhatiin.
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tadi ketemu gambar gitar keren sekali. gitar dg model pedang. pedang bersayap. uffff keren abis..
sleek!
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Besok nyontreng.
what does having a good command in english do for you?
are there things that would determine how good you will be in english?
do i like english because it follows my natural flow of thought? or is it the opposite? My flow of thought follows my preference for English?
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got an idea for a friend’s birthday. it’d kill.
i just hope i can approach and execute it the right way
Almost got home, around 4 more minutes. still in the car right now. Starts to get dizzy staring at the constantly-slightly-shaking screen.
from the sentence above you can actually synthetize some information about my habits.
Left my wallet at home, luckily after groping here and there i still have 15k for hokben we decided to order out of the blue.
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there was a fire in the building across the road this afternoon. i can only see the thick white smoke (not gray, looks kind of too ‘clean’) and no fire. But I noticed that the people in my office were more excited than concerned seeing the fire. lol
aren’t we a bit too insensitive nowadays? hahahhaa
“whoa, look, there’s fire!”
where, where?
wow….
cool…
guys, it’s not a blockbuster movie. lol
[06 July 2009]
one of the human nature is comparing.
you show me your cards
whack you in the face
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