05 nov 08 – bad mood day?

apakah anda sedang bad mood hari ini? Saya sih sama sekali tidak. Tapi sudah 3 teman2 saya yang sedang bad mood2nya. salah satunya bahkan mengatakan orang2 di kantornya pun mengaku ke dia sedang bad mood. ada apa dengan hari ini? hmmm…… :D

November 5, 2008 | Filed Under justwrite | Leave a Comment 

justwrite – 1Nov08 – first spill

aahh, ok. mulai dari mana ya. just need to write. express thoughts. why think anyway? but that’s another topic. hmmm…. i think i cannot think clearly yet. gw cenderung memasang mode ‘malas mikir’ ketika bertemu permasalahan yang butuh pemikiran. alhasil gw jadi (makin | merasa | mengira diri) bodoh. ah berat ah pembicaraannya. ganti dulu.

itu kapan2 aja pas lain kali dimana jam tidak menunjukkan pukul 4 pagi. oops, 04:54 pagi tepatnya. yak, gw belom tidur!

ada yang bilang (my own brain) bahwa gw orgnya serius. segala topik bawaannya langsung berat dan filosofis. aaaaahhh, i don’t want to be like that. [why?? what's wrong with that?] I dunno. mungkin apa gw merasa kurang bisa ‘fit in’ atau jadi ‘asik’ di antara temen2 gw?

tapi kayaknya blom ada yang komplain secara frontal ke gw deh. heeyy, bukannya mau care less about what other might be thinking? just be.

i think i’m an old soul.

apa sih, topiknya loncat2 ga jelas gini. [bodo... justru ini kan gunananya [yak, ngetik udah mulai ngaco] gw bikin jurnal ini…. mengatur pikiran, berlatih mengutarakan pendapat dan pemikiran].

hmmm, sambil liat download-an, udah 60% dari 26MB. Cepet loh download malam (err… pagi, err. dini hari gini)
. Dan sekarang udah 66%.

68

hehe
*scratch* i don’t know who i am. or whether or not i NEED to know who i am. what’s the point? am i trying to control my life and refusing to just let go?

a bit sleepy now. tidur deh abis downloadan selesai.
ADD nih. ngetik iya, mikir iya, cek download-an iya. as usual.
i think i’ll accept the job offer. yes, slaving away in an office once again. let’s see how long i’ll stay this time. looks like a great environment sih. plus, it has a cool acoustic guitar at the office. tehee.
it seems like i am going in reverse. i tried to regain childhood innocence after a premature maturity. trying to be younger when it is time to let the maturity blossom comfortably. ooh, i know. i do it to keep it from rotting away.

balance it out.

 

yah. ciao bella. i almost wanted to say ’sorry this entry does not make sense’. but i decided not to, because i do have the right to make a gibberish entry. it only costs <2kb of storage space and perhaps around 10kb bandwith anyway. *cough* geek *cough*

November 2, 2008 | Filed Under justwrite | Leave a Comment