[07July2009]

i’m sorry i can’t apologize to you again. i am not going to let myself get hurt. not by you, not by me.

i don’t want to feel guilty just for something i create in my mind.

i used to give my hands to you, letting you cut it, and then feeling pain, both from the cut and also from the guilt and apology to myself.

not anymore. i will slowly walk my way out of it.

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jakarta
status: infected!
hahahaaa

banyak yang sakit akhir2 ini. Faktor utama: gw sendiri juga sakit, jadi porsi perhatian gw utk hal ini lebih banyak.
biasanya mungkin memang banyak yg sakit, tp nggak terlalu gw perhatiin.

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tadi ketemu gambar gitar keren sekali. gitar dg model pedang. pedang bersayap. uffff keren abis..

sleek!

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Besok nyontreng.

what does having a good command in english do for you?

are there things that would determine how good you will be in english?
do i like english because it follows my natural flow of thought? or is it the opposite? My flow of thought follows my preference for English?

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got an idea for a friend’s birthday. it’d kill.

i just hope i can approach and execute it the right way
Almost got home, around 4 more minutes. still in the car right now. Starts to get dizzy staring at the constantly-slightly-shaking screen.

from the sentence above you can actually synthetize some information about my habits.
Left my wallet at home, luckily after groping here and there i still have 15k for hokben we decided to order out of the blue.

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there was a fire in the building across the road this afternoon. i can only see the thick white smoke (not gray, looks kind of too ‘clean’) and no fire. But I noticed that the people in my office were more excited than concerned seeing the fire. lol

aren’t we a bit too insensitive nowadays? hahahhaa

“whoa, look, there’s fire!”

where, where?

wow….

cool…

guys, it’s not a blockbuster movie. lol

July 7, 2009 | Filed Under good4themind, justwrite 

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