[23August09]
dammit i am hyperactive now. been practicing Paramore’s new song Ignorance. I noticed my brain activity switching to excited mode. i thought the song caused it, but even after i got tired of playing, my mind is still jumping around like that.
can’t find other songs that can match that pace. i kept switching from Ignorance to the hell song. Pop punk rock loud pace. Not even VE is acommodating my brain.
it’s all about BPM. not even hardcore metal rhythm is calming me down. i might even enjoy a speed metal riff now.
and then i realized something….
iced capucinno.
i had a big glass of iced capucinno like 6 hours earlier. does that make sense?
lol
i don’t usually drink coffee. but i do enjoy drinking it once in a while.
right now i’m listening to my dance music collection, just for the sake of the brainless beat and bass.
am i getting high in my OWN ROOM? to CAFFEINE? geez… pathetic. LOLLLLL
guess i’ll make use of it by working on some office work i am still stuck on. i am very wide awake right now.
btw, i’ve been wanting to write about something that has been in and out of my mind this week.
do you think it’s stupid to work on office tasks at home? am i stupid to want to work outside office hour without getting overtime?
because i’ve been told so three times already this week (three people, either implied or explicitly), making me feel like i’ve made a wrong decision.
making decision is something i’ve been training myself to do. i know i am still lacking in that. i want to be able to be more decisive.
so, when things like this happen, when i decided to work for fun, just to avoid deadline stress, by doing and thinking about office work outside office hour, i made that decision because i don’t mind. i like it. i am happy.
what is a good decision?
as long as i’m happy? am i just naive? just a big big geek maybe? or do i have no life? lollll
omg
oh my geek.
i’m not crazy about my job, but i like it enough to care about it.
PRACTICE, common sense, and curiosity
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